And ive done so many bad thing, and so many great! Dunno where to start. Well.. uhm, this guy.. he's, aw so sweet but i dunno if i can. i never know if i can. I hate that HE broke my heart and since that day i've never let myself.. its just that i cant let him go. i hate that. and i want to tell him so much, but i wont let myself. There are so many things id like to say to both HIM and 2nd guy and this new guy. I dont know what i want at this moment, i feel most comfie in a relationship but im not sure if thats what i want right now? is it? it feels so great to just flirt around, especially now, during summer! And ive acually got a few options.. as usual and that makes it even harder cuz i havnt got to know all of them yet so that i can pic the one who seams to fit best. BUT still i think that THIS guy would acually fit me pretty great! He would give me the space i need but still i hopes i can trust him. But i do not trust myslef and THAT IS the problem.... so hm.. well, i guess well just have to hang in there and see what happens right? But i dont want to hurt anyone... i hope i dont.
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